http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ west coast pop en-us milla_makelainen@yahoo.com 2007-07-19T11:37:15-08:00 hourly 1 2000-01-01T12:00+00:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/images/pic_dragon.gif 150 100 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/weight_update.html I haven't been talking about the eating thing for a while. Weight is stubbornly staying under 50 kg, it's been at 49 kg for some weeks now. Last week might have been a plateau because although I was eating more... 2006@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-07-19T11:37:15-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/back.html Last few days of the retreat I was actually able to detach myself from the internet, go me. Coming back on Sunday was a bit of a culture shock... So many people in the city, and they all look so... 2005@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-07-18T14:45:26-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/tired_dragon.html There never seems to be a good time to take time off, since the pace of work in games industry is so relentless, but I bit the bullet and booked a week off. It is a funny thing, but you... 2002@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-07-10T20:00:05-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/hot.html Wow it's hot. I looked at the temperature in the pavilion before we left for dinner, and it was showing 32 C - then I went out and it was actually hotter out there. Even when we're at the mountains... 2004@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Yoga 2007-07-10T18:31:05-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/warm_and_nice.html Weather is improving, and so is my mood. Yesterday I was cold and tired and miserable, today I'm feeling more energized, warm and generally happier... probably partly all due to my body and mind both getting used to the environment... 2003@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Yoga 2007-07-09T18:31:53-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/hungry.html Decided to use the dinner break for connecting with the rest of the world. It's interesting, within few minutes of whipping out my laptop two people came and asked if I was on the internet... looks like I'm not the... 2000@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Yoga 2007-07-08T18:11:59-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/retreating.html First day of the retreat is behind now... I'm writing this without knowing exactly when I'll upload it - Bernie said that internet would be available but I'm too ashamed to ask right now. It's like some people are ashamed... 2001@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Yoga 2007-07-07T21:39:07-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/07/away_away.html I'm off in about hours time to Whistler and Bernie's yoga workshop. Sun is out, and they promised good weather for the whole week, this should do good for the body and soul.... 1999@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-07-07T09:28:49-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/06/summer_is_not_here.html It's raining. June is such a fickle month in Vancouver, the summer is starting but it's generally still fairly cool and rainy. I find it amusing that Vancouverites say that summer starts on summer solstice, on 21st, whereas in Finland... 1998@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-06-29T08:59:53-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/06/photos_and_thoughts.html It's been 103 days of our 365 project, and here is a small collection of photos I've taken. It's kind of taken the daily time I've dedicated to communicating with friends afar, and blogging seems to have taken a... 1997@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-06-24T10:56:22-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/06/inspirations_in_strange_places.html Weight still at 47 kg. I found through a concrete experience on Sunday that it's way too low for me to do much strenuous... well, anything. We had Kate's birthday party in Central Park, and it involved being on my... 1996@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-06-14T12:57:34-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/06/update.html Bah, the longer I wait the more difficult it becomes blogging again. Am I suffering from a bloggers block? Is it that I don't have anything to say? I don't know. Things are pretty good, I guess. My mom's visit... 1995@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-06-05T14:12:30-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/05/change_probably_not.html I've been on the quiet side - my mom is here now so my biggest reason for updating has disappeared for a week. It's lovely to have her here... I've missed her, and I've been able to say things I've... 1994@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-05-22T14:06:51-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/05/starving_buddha.html Just a warning... sensitive amongst you might be upset with this entry, but please don't criticize. It's all part of my journey and this is my story. You meditate for hours and hours and your thoughts are a confused mess... 1993@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-05-16T09:22:05-08:00 http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/archives/2007/05/much_work.html Weekend was good. Not eating-wise, but resting-wise, and that's good too. Maybe part of this is just exhaustion. Today eating has been good, but I'm dominated by thoughts about gaining weight. I can't go to the scale at all because... 1992@http://www.dejahthoris.net/blog/ Life 2007-05-14T22:10:35-08:00