Monday 19 December, 2005
When is enough enough
I've been so tired today I've been hardly coherent. I was asked to stay late for the fifth day in a row, but today I declined, stating that I have a road test tomorrow. Which I do, although I'm working very hard on trying to forget it - my theory is that if I just stay relaxed everything will be good. So why is it that I still feel like a loser, like I was supposed to do more. Although I did what was asked of me, why do I keep thinking that my colleagues will think worse of me for going home tonight. I told myself that I wouldn't be giving into work this time, that this time I'd keep hold of the things that are important in mind... yet I've been working late for two weeks and not been to yoga because of that.
But two more days and then I'm on holiday. Maybe I'll have more time to think then.
Posted by kolibri at 19 December 21:27, 2005You can't add any more comments, but if you wish you can email the author.

