Anxiety mounting again

Penultimate day at work, I feel shaken. We've just had a big project meeting about the just finished project trying to figure out what went wrong (and what went well, too). Lot of shouting and hand-waiving, all with good humour though. At this point I'm not sure if I should continue working full speed or ease up - truth is that much of tomorrow will be just packing and arranging my stuff.

Tonight we're going out to celebrate the project finishing, and I guess myself leaving. I've only told Woja so far that I'm still going to be around as I wasn't sure if that was appropriate thing to tell anyone else - after all it's not 100% confirmed (as I haven't signed anything) and I really don't want it to look bad on anyone in case it doesn't work out. Several people have remarked though that I should be continue working from home even from Canada. But having confirmed with the boss that it was ok to tell peeps, I think I'll do it tonight... For some reason I'm not in a mood for celebrating today, and I definetly don't feel like drawing attention to myself tonight, I already feel anxious about it.

I've also rented a car from Saturday till Friday - which means I really need to sell my car on Saturday... it is my plan anyway, and I'm hoping that it will be as simple as that. Get the car cleaned and washed up on Saturday morning, take it to a dealer, say I'd like to sell it and take the money. How difficult can it be? I just hope I'll still be able to get a half decent amount of it, but to be honest I don't have the energy or the time to start comparing offers.

Dragon tells me half of NTL's internet connections are down and it doesn't look promising... so don't expect any updates from the home troops.