Wednesday 30 June, 2004

Balance

Lately we've had some serious discussions about future plans. There are issues that need to be talked about, and plans that need to be made - even if we currently know nothing about which ones will be executed. I generally don't like change - I like it better when things are stable and I know how everything is going to go. It's difficult to live in this state, but sometimes it's just out of your hands. But then again, I'm glad problems we've had for years look finally like they're going to be solved.

Despite of everything, I'm currently very happy - I'm with the person I love, I have a job I adore (and it pays good money), I'm not stressed at work, and I've got two holidays planned (and paid for) in immediate future. I'm healthy both mentally and physically, I'm active and I have friends who I care for and who care for me.

It feels strange in some level that I'm not more stressed, but it seems that I have indeed found some kind of balance.

Posted by kolibri at 30 June 10:14, 2004
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# 1 - Ursa Major (on June 30, 2004 08:53 PM):

Happiness and Balance - onni voi olla niin monella tasolla. Ratkaisen töissä kiinnostavan ongelman, sade on juuri lakannut kun lähden töistä, katson leinikkien täplittämää nurmikkoa (onneksi jäi leikkaamatta ajoissa!).

Toisaalta koleat sadepäivät seuraavat toisiaan, Bush puhuu typeriä ja varmaan EU päätyy seuraavassakin ongelmassa (mikä lieneekään) löysään saamattomuuteen, Sudanin tilanteesta puhumattakaan.

Mikä on näiden keskinäinen paino? Juuri nyt voin olla läsnä lähiympäristön kauneudessa ja säästää ulkomaailman asiat toiseen hetkeen. - Niilläkin on merkitys ja oma aikansa, jolloin on puhdittava miten minä itse voin vaikuttaa niihin.


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